Friday, July 16, 2010
Losted in a horizon, my eyes fail to see the zenith.
In my effort to find a way out,I reach the place
where I started.
I know
Whatever was, is and will be offered to me
can never be mine.
All those tokens will remain here, long after I'd be gone.
But,nevertheless I pile them up again and again.
Tie them with threads of love,affection,attachment and greed.
I often ponder,
Why should I sacrifice anything that is rightfully mine ?
I shrug off all my tears, seeming worthless to others
Proudly clutching each insult, hatred, mockery
and vulgar comment that life inflicted on me yet.
I think I'll return them someday .
But to whom??Where??
All around me I see a battleground,
Of the known and the unknown.
Whom shall I bestow with
This cocktail of abuses,
Which I never liked myself ?
Rather I'll keep it all for myself.
I shall treat them as my adorns.
Obviously,I won't go empty handed.
When we meet, thy'll see it for themselves
That I know how to deck myself in all finery
Markless, pollyannaish, cheerful my face
shining my eyes with the sparkling ashes of them
And all my poignant frustrations metamorphosizing into
this greeting from my tounge !!!!!
In my effort to find a way out,I reach the place
where I started.
I know
Whatever was, is and will be offered to me
can never be mine.
All those tokens will remain here, long after I'd be gone.
But,nevertheless I pile them up again and again.
Tie them with threads of love,affection,attachment and greed.
I often ponder,
Why should I sacrifice anything that is rightfully mine ?
I shrug off all my tears, seeming worthless to others
Proudly clutching each insult, hatred, mockery
and vulgar comment that life inflicted on me yet.
I think I'll return them someday .
But to whom??Where??
All around me I see a battleground,
Of the known and the unknown.
Whom shall I bestow with
This cocktail of abuses,
Which I never liked myself ?
Rather I'll keep it all for myself.
I shall treat them as my adorns.
Obviously,I won't go empty handed.
When we meet, thy'll see it for themselves
That I know how to deck myself in all finery
Markless, pollyannaish, cheerful my face
shining my eyes with the sparkling ashes of them
And all my poignant frustrations metamorphosizing into
this greeting from my tounge !!!!!
PS: I wrote this one last year, when I was at my hard time. But yes times change, situations change and so do we....Its all a part of life, teaches you a lot in every step.
July 16, 2010 2:12 AM �
beautiful words filled with so much pain and agnoy...!!!Awesome very well written.Keep it up .God bless
July 16, 2010 2:20 AM �
Thankyou for the comment mam....
Still learning from you and others...
Kind Regards
Neer
July 16, 2010 10:15 AM �
Again a good one from ur side :)
July 16, 2010 10:37 AM �
Thankyou grishma
Hope to see you again...
Kind Regards
Neer
July 18, 2010 5:54 AM �
Thanks A Lot For Your Kind Visit. Beautiful Poem!!!!!!
August 1, 2010 12:25 AM �
Beautifully...
August 2, 2010 12:53 AM �
Thankyou dear,
Be my reader....
October 21, 2010 10:54 PM �
Hi Neer!
Still the same spark i can see in ur poems..n this one is betraying ur dark past..nice one!:-)
Hard time actually comes to go...n i think this gives us immense of sight to penetrate n judge right n gud bulks for us. specially if we'r hving tears today coz of other's deeds then probably this is the thing which changes us in the future..but try not to loose the innocency of soul at any cost..
If you are r8 enough then you only hv the right to decide whether u deserve the hell or heaven...dont let the peoples to judge you when u are sure for yourself that u r gud enough..iam not saying dat you dont get hurt from cheats n abusing..its obvious!..but this is not lord Rama's era my friend..people dont shame before hurting anyone..so strategy of living should be either "tit for tat" or "be neutral to the things and step ahead".
great composing!
claps for u..:-)
October 22, 2010 2:21 AM �
Hello Rupi,
Welcome again, I thought I will never gonna see your comments may because of busyness or anything else. And now I m glad that you've never gone so far.
Well, indeed we cannot let the circumstances change what we really are. We always know how far we go but sometime we just lost for a moment of time, later we meet again with the path. Now when I see what I wrote in that situation so I laugh on myself and the only thing comes in mind is "How foolish I had been". Ya, bad times comes to go and to change in us what we really lack and is important.
Thanks for your comment and hope to talk you soon.
Kind Regards
Neer
October 27, 2010 10:40 PM �
No no no...iam not gone iam still living on earth:-)
I hv downloaded your "lonely heart" n read some starting poems...its awesome n deep!last time when i had downloaded it i was not hving pdf application in my lapy. nw i hv n can read.