Saturday, September 12, 2009
Twas the gloomy scene,
I was in the glittery dream
thinking to make the things mine, i adore
hoping i could deserve a lot much more
but twas the hell i certainly choosed
and then suddenly everything gone one on one bruised
Why this curse is not leaving me??
Am i one only with this, doomed!!
Why i always loose the things i love??
why they choose others as their beloved.
Am i lacking basic sign of significance
Or its just me who is not significant enough..
How far i have to walk lonely, astray??
How long i have to move crawled and fray??
When is the apocalypse launching at its bay??
When i will flee to this incarcerated blaze??
Is it automated or I have to be slayed??
I am loosing air,that's leaving me away...
Oh god, show me where is my light
when everybody got their luminance
but i am still in the dark, in fight
When there is a rise for my night?
where is my sun, where is all the bright?
I'm lurked in the middle of nowhere
there is nobody here to hold me tight
Have you forget to look for me
or its just your another testing kite.
But my lord, this kite is scratching my soul
A soul which always been your loyal haul
I've been honest for the path you had planned
but at the end of each day i can barely stand
Still hoping for the best that you will provide
I am not betrayer, I'm on your side.
Oh please, inject some morphine in my veins
Atleast that could neutralize some vain
I am looking forward, but there's deep dark
I am getting dismal and others dark scowl
In this melancholy, i am a vile profound
Just can write elegies, lyrics and proses of time
I was in the glittery dream
thinking to make the things mine, i adore
hoping i could deserve a lot much more
but twas the hell i certainly choosed
and then suddenly everything gone one on one bruised
Why this curse is not leaving me??
Am i one only with this, doomed!!
Why i always loose the things i love??
why they choose others as their beloved.
Am i lacking basic sign of significance
Or its just me who is not significant enough..
How far i have to walk lonely, astray??
How long i have to move crawled and fray??
When is the apocalypse launching at its bay??
When i will flee to this incarcerated blaze??
Is it automated or I have to be slayed??
I am loosing air,that's leaving me away...
Oh god, show me where is my light
when everybody got their luminance
but i am still in the dark, in fight
When there is a rise for my night?
where is my sun, where is all the bright?
I'm lurked in the middle of nowhere
there is nobody here to hold me tight
Have you forget to look for me
or its just your another testing kite.
But my lord, this kite is scratching my soul
A soul which always been your loyal haul
I've been honest for the path you had planned
but at the end of each day i can barely stand
Still hoping for the best that you will provide
I am not betrayer, I'm on your side.
Oh please, inject some morphine in my veins
Atleast that could neutralize some vain
I am looking forward, but there's deep dark
I am getting dismal and others dark scowl
In this melancholy, i am a vile profound
Just can write elegies, lyrics and proses of time
And stick it with this baffled darn
I don't know does it matters really
or it is just my dumb out-crying mourn......
Watever it is, I'm a solitary pedestrian
feels like shadows too resigned me
But don't want to turn around,if it follows me
I don't know does it matters really
or it is just my dumb out-crying mourn......
Watever it is, I'm a solitary pedestrian
feels like shadows too resigned me
But don't want to turn around,if it follows me
If it does or does not, it's not mine
Its merely an illusion of my contused mind
I am no more a human, i am a morbid moribund
this termite of life is decaying me deep down
And the rest remains overlay is this sick 'Moron'
Its merely an illusion of my contused mind
I am no more a human, i am a morbid moribund
this termite of life is decaying me deep down
And the rest remains overlay is this sick 'Moron'
October 25, 2009 8:34 PM �
Woah! Despair brings the best out of us! I dont know what to comment on first - ur despair or poem.
ok! Good things first. Phew!
Ur poem is extremely good. every line is a beautiful one.
now, something mutual. buddy, i am too going thru a similar phase, so i cd connect with each line of yours. read ur poem 3 times, to imbibe all ur lines :)
October 25, 2009 11:46 PM �
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October 25, 2009 11:47 PM �
Yeah soumya, its so negative but I am not that negative everytime. Now when i read it again i feel a little guilt how this much negative i cud right.
Well as i always say in my poems 'Time comes and goes' its naturally means that despairity is just part of life, we shud taste it deep just because it make the taste of other life elements sweeter comparatively and then how know how to live better....
You are totally free to comment any kind of complaints, advices and advises, pros and cons.. just everything.... that would really helps...so please be my reader....
thanx for comment
c ya
tc