My Road Ends....

Wednesday, December 31, 2008



Being hurt like being dead
Left alone like an orphan
Killed fiercely from toe to head
Finally reached my road end

All the griefs I bore till now
Have the solutions to solve
Nothing worse to capture me
Nothing worse to get involved

Eternal hope I wait for
Has vanished to eternity
No more hope for me to hope
Dying bed has laid for me

Coz the love I fall in love
Has been forced to lose in you
The stranger I met one day
Became my lover, I have no clue


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My Favourite mistake

Tuesday, December 30, 2008



Nothing is what i have with me
Except the dreams given by you
You being my favourite mistake
Willing to commit all life thru’

Would be glad to die this second
If I have to prove my love for you
Wishing you will one day realize
My love has always been true

Leaving this empty world behind
With nothing to remind me
Only those waitings for eternity
In vain for you like an autumn tree

Missing you each passing day
Living my day with a smile
But loneliness is my only friend
Accompanying me a thousand miles


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One more day with you

Monday, December 29, 2008




I'm so sad and depressed
Is all I want to do is rest
I go to sleep at night
But my dreams I just can't fight

I think of you lying in that bed
And wonder if there is anything I could have said
I wish you were still here
But I know that you are still near

I love you more than you know
I just wish you didn't have to go
I just want one more day with you
And I know thats what you would have wanted too

I miss you more and more each day
There is so much more we had to say
I know I will see you again
But my life is just started to begin.


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Bloody Scene ...!!

Sunday, December 28, 2008

The Scene:

The body, it lay
the hand, it rose
the blood, it dripped
the knife, it craved
for more.....

The hand, it gripped the knife
The eyes, they saw the sight
The mouth, it screamed from fright
the knife, it made no strife
to take another life....

The Victim:

The person lay on the floor
The knife was coming for more
Its edge gleamed in the light
His mind bowed at its might....

The Victimizer:

His mind played a game
It asked a question lame
How can I cause more pain?
HOW can I cause more pain??

The Scene:

The knife, it cut the chest
The man, he writhed much more
The blood, it did not rest
The eyes, they gleamed at the gore
at the thick blood on the floor....

The Victim:

The pain ripped his mind, apart
The pain stripped him from his thoughts
The pain drained feelings from his heart
The pain got what it sought.....

The Victimizer:

He watched blood from the knife, drip
He raised it up and took a sip
He tasted not the blood of the victim
He tasted the pain, his propounded dictum...



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My Death...........

Friday, December 26, 2008



I'm fine, but I can't take this anymore.
I watch the blood drip, when I want it to pour.
Nobody tried to help me through this.
They just told me not to do this.
I'm dying fast, my life is leaving.
I grow increasingly colder.
But you'll continue to get older.
My next breath may be my final.
No one will greet me on arrival.
I'll miss you when I'm gone.
Will you think of me even when you move on?
Where do I go from here?
Leaving you's been my only fear.
Will I cross your mind after my final breath?
Will you think of me after my blessed death?


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Hopeless Faith.....

Wednesday, December 24, 2008



Didn't I give u enough time?
To know me from inside out
Guarding my belief so blind
A mistake that I always doubt!

No matter how hard I tried
Exploring the places u’ve been
Every nook and corner I cannot find
Empty space is what I’ve seen

Stressing the people around me
Screaming & shouting in the air
Wanting to hide the bitter truth
Confessing my love in despair

Without you I detest myself
Wondering the mess I am in
Each time I offer myself
Hopeless faith, is what I see within


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You're never alone...

Monday, December 22, 2008


You're never alone, I'm always near,
When your troubled, down or blue.
All you have to do is call me,
I'm always here for you.

It doesn't matter where I'm at,
It doesn't matter when.
When you need someone to talk to,
I'm here to be your friend.

If you need someone to hold your hand,
or a hug to say I care.
If you need a shoulder to cry on,
for you I will be there.

So never think you are a burden,
when the weight gets to be to much.
You might find if look hard enough,
a good friend could be the right touch.

You're never alone, I'm always here,
through the good times and the bad.
I'm always here to be your friend,
I don't like to see you sad.


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My Opinions...

Sunday, December 21, 2008




You mustn't be revengeful
You have to be strong
To offer good for evil
Return right for wrong
We must not hold a grudge
And we must learn to endure
Then as God is your judge
At least your heart will be pure

Forgiveness is the mightiest sword
Forgiveness
Of those you hate
Will be your highest reward

When they bruise you with words
When they make you feel small
When it's hardest to bear
You must do nothing at all

Forgiveness is the simplest vow
Forgiveness
Of all their crimes
Is your deliverance now

Bless those souls
Who would curse your name
When the last bell tolls
You'll be free of blame

You can continue to grieve
But know the gospel is true
You must forgive those who lie
And bless them that curse you

Forgiveness is the mightiest sword
Forgiveness
Of those you fear
Will be your highest reward

The time will come when we will leave this world,
and the injustice and
the pain and the sin will fall away from us,
and only the spark of the
spirit will remain--returning to
God who created it.

You must never lose Faith
You must never lose Heart
God will restore your trust
And I know you're afraid
I'm as scared as you are
But willing to be brave
Brave enough for love.


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My Vow To You...

Saturday, December 20, 2008



When you are sad, I will dry your tears
When you are scared, I will comfort your fears
When you need love, my heart I will share
When you are sick, for you I will care…

You will feel my love when we are apart
Knowing that nothing will change my heart
When you are worried, I will give you hope
When you are confused, I will help you cope…

When you are lost, and can’t see the light
My love will be a beacon, shining ever so bright
This is my vow, one that I pledge till the end
For you above all are my wife and best friend…

These words I have written, speak of my love for you
From my lips these words spoken, shall always ring true
God has blessed me, and with your hand in mine
Both of our hearts, will forever intertwine…

Into all lives, falls pain and sorrows,
I promise together, we will meet all tomorrows
Happy in marriage, honor and love
blessed in unity by God above…



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Solely in night..

Friday, December 19, 2008



Listening to the empty night
That deafens from within
Longing for your rescue
From this fear that I knew

My never lasting joy
By you it gets destroyed
Lasting for a brief time
Whenever u become mine

Once again in my gloomy night
Where you shine like a star
Craving for your true love
Even tho’ I know you’re far

But embracing my painful heart
Shrinking slowly, by my tears
Hoping one day you’ll cry for me
Weighing the sorrows burdened for thee


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How you do.....

Wednesday, December 17, 2008



As u brush the hair from my face
Sweeping the desire within me
Yearning of your touch in a slow pace
Feeling the love I have for thee

The moments of our togetherness
Haunting deep down my mind
As you plant your kiss on my lips
I wish I could turn my life in rewind

I could feel the pleasure of you
Whenever you accompany me
Now feeling so lost without you
As you fly into oblivion like a bee

Awakened sweating in this horror
Weakened more by this emotion
Lonely darkness surrounding me
Left me panting in this dejection...


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Love you so......

Tuesday, December 16, 2008



I love u,
like no one else will ever do.
I hold myself confronting,
but the bells in my head wont stop ringing.
How i wish you could feel,
the pain of separation inside dat i seal.
Recent days pain has been pleasing me,
your thoughts wont stop teasing me.
Watching the moon in the sky,
i remember the days wen i held u by.
Once i wish it were true,
to do everything i could do,
to make evrything fine,
TO MAKE U MINE!!!!!


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Incinerated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, December 15, 2008


Sparks flew with a blow on the metal
Just the way as times pounded
Feelings crushed and cursed though made of petals
Anger and anguish unbounded


Never a thought of such times would come
A morsel of food not given
Eyes filled with tears and fear of lack of that greensome
A wish that remained forsaken


Stop pretending stop getting affected
Stop the love stop the pain
I wanna be big I wanna get resurrected
I wanna kill the old me and get incinerated!!!!!!!


Foes and friends
Some angels some fiend
Whats needed is a whip on my back
To remind me that none’ll come to cope for what I lack


Lifes not what we want it to be
I’ll change it for good and you shall see
I don’t care about the worlds thoughts
Against them I’ll and have always fought


Stop pretending stop getting affected
Stop the love stop the pain
I wanna be big I wanna get resurrected
I wanna kill the old me and get incinerated!!!!!


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Where do i go.......

Saturday, December 13, 2008



Where do i go...
i dont know...
as i take on the track
the shackles pull me back..
renaissance is all what i expected...
the truth is what got me mutated…...
all i do is dream by....
thinking of u i silently cry...
never a dull moment with you...
feeling of desperation without u...
this is all i feel...
this is where life strangles me and goes for da kill!!!!
where do i go ..
i dont know...
brains go bonkers and insane...
as a worrying twitch appears on my mane..
life is cruel is all i've deciphered...
walkin all alone while mates cheered...
what did i do to deserve this??
as love punctures me with a poisonous kiss..
who said good comes after bad??...
what really comes after bad is very sad...
never put me in a position wer i gotta choose...
between u and lifes blues...
coz i will not leave u...
until da last breath i heave thru!!!!!
i dont complain about the tragedies life puts me through...
walk with your thoughts is all i do!!!!!!!!


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Anything to loose...

Friday, December 12, 2008



Besides this lake i sit and think

About all things which have disappeared in a wink

Friendship proved wrong

:Love which wont be there for too long

Here i am all alone

Tryin to drink my tears and a life half torn

Why does the almighty put me in such a blunder

That makes my head stoop low and ponder

Is my life just a mere game

For gods 2 play with a blindfolded aim

Self is what people think about

Demolishing others and might they tout

As i think about these

A demon appears in a bliss

A ruthless monster is my future

Questions and worries it starts to nurture

Scaring me to the core

It looks at me and roars

I look at it with a scared eye

Someday it’ll make me lose and die

But in a flash a smile breaks out on my lips

Erases all the frustration in a whip

I can face it now i wont let myself bow

Not to give up is what i choose

coz i don’t have anything to lose!!!!


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EYES.....

Wednesday, December 10, 2008



Ur eyes..
Sanity they defy..
I try 2 make out n I try 2 guess..
But my Knees go weak n I go helpless…
As black as da night sky…
But still I get lost as much as I try…


Ur eyes.
.Sanity they defy..
Thousands of secrets they hide…
Rebelling against da rules we abide..
Not having words 2 speak…
Still sayin everythn as they peek…


Ur eyes..
Sanity they defy..
Careless about da world which traverse by..
Giving looks which could make heavens feel shy..
Peer at me with the want of care..
Askin me questions abt the times of despair..


Ur eyes..
Sanity they defy..
Unable 2 bear the pain..
They look at me again..
Love is wat it asks with hope and fear..
As a pearl falls by in the form of a tear!!!!!!!


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Dreamful lie.......

Tuesday, December 09, 2008


As you lifted your mane,
u started a dangerous game..
it was like russian roullette,
when i placed in my bet..
your looks gave me such a thrill,
ur love went for my heart, for the kill...
your lips as soft as petals,
melts hearts made of rocks leave metals..
a body as pure as gold,with a serene beauty unheard,
untold..the way u flutter ur hair,
with utmost gracethose naughty eyes stare..man!!
they are mischievious,
glancing at em i cnt help goin derilious...
last night all i did is dream about u,
dark skies and green grass under my shoe..
there u came swaying in front of my eyes,
gave me warmth under the cold skies...
i caught u by the hips and took u in my arms,
bewitched by your beauty's magical charms...
but reality woke me up from my sleep,
and there i was left alone to weep!!!!


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Shattered gull.....

Monday, December 08, 2008


The road i walk on....choking me,so silent,
so serene...success which never dawned....
da failure which made me green....
a wind of dust arises upon da horizon...
showing the might of tiny beings..
forcing me to think what i've done....
the answers loud & clear.....
as i tremble with the fear....
as i hide myself behind the might of a mere tear...
questions i ask myself takes the pride outta me....
fisting it on to the dusty ground...
doubting the possibility of turning i to we...
excuses i give are worthless....
love isnt anyything if i am pennyless...
its me whom i am blaming...
its i who should be punished...
the fuel of pride is what that'll set me flaming...
as i'll arise from the ashes....
and save my life, my love before it crashes!!!!
save me from breaking into million pieces!!!!
all i need from your eyes a little peer
and for that upkeeping here is the solicit neer......


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I'm..............

Saturday, December 06, 2008



I'm the darkness in the light
I'm the leftness in the right
I'm the rightness in the wrong
I'm the shortness in the long
I'm the goodness in the bad
I'm the saneness in the mad
I'm the sadness in the joy
I'm the Trojan horse in Troy

I'm the ghost in the machine
I'm the genius in the gene
I'm the beauty in the beast
I'm the sunset in the east
I'm the ruby in the dust
I'm the trust in the mistrust

I'm the tiger's empty cage
I'm the mystery's final page
I'm the stranger's lonely glance
I'm the hero's only chance
I'm the undiscovered land
I'm the single grain of sand
I'm the Christmas morning toy
I'm the will you'll not destroy

I'm the world you'll never see
I'm the slave you'll never free
I'm the truth you'll never know
I'm the place you'll never go
I'm the sound you'll never hear
I'm the course you'll never steer

I'm the half-truth in the lie
I'm the why not in the why
I'm the last roll of the die
I'm the old school in the tie
I'm the spirit in the sky
I'm the catcher in the rye
I'm the twinkle in thy eye


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Betrayed me...

Friday, December 05, 2008



I want to cry,
Tears have betrayed me;
I want to fly,
Dreams have betrayed me;
I want to smile,
Moments have betrayed me;
I want to have fun,
Friends have betrayed me;
I want to confess,
Conscience has betrayed me;
I want to love,
Heart has betrayed me;
I want to run,
Feet have betrayed me;
I want to speak,
Words have betrayed me;
I want to find peace,
Seclusion has betrayed me;
I wanted to die,
Death betrayed me;
Now I want to live,
But Life...Betrayed me!


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My life...

Thursday, December 04, 2008


What do i want from life,
It's a mystery to me;
I am trying to be someone else,
And end up losing me;
Why do i care about those,
Who don't give a damn;
My heart is breaking me,
There is no pacifier;
Lost and alone with the shadows,
I'm in search of me;
My feet are not moving,
My brain is giving a fight;
I won't say Life has been cruel to me;
Nor would i say that i don't care;
After all these years darkness is my only friend,
But to search for light,
I won't even Dare!


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Its just me .......to do so

Wednesday, December 03, 2008

A positive thought creeps into my mind;
A search is on for the salvation;
I wish to find;
Happily I am writing these verses;
Thinking about her, Dreaming about her.

No I don't want to wake up;
Dreams have taken me far away;
My guilty conscience is resting for the first time;
Thinking about her, Dreaming about her,
Wishing if she could be mine,

I talk to myself pretending to be honest;
But deep down I realise;
It's me who love her;
Thinking,wishing she could feel the same.

If I'll ever confront her;
I'll show her me;
What I am, What I wish to be;
I am sure she will feel the pain running inside of my veins.

I know for sure, she's my salvation;
She's the one, God sent for me;
Life is so beautiful;
Just Thinking about her, Dreaming about her.

Sometimes I think maybe I'll die;
Of happiness if I ever touch her;
That will prove her to be true;
Till then...
I'll keep Thinking about her, Dreaming about her...


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Words are all I have...... to take your heart away.

Tuesday, December 02, 2008


If I never said “I need you”;
It doesn’t mean that it’s not true,
Sometimes words can fall short;
Sometimes they really do,
If I ever have to give all away;
I’ll give it, to be with you,
We may have never talked much;
Maybe we never will,
But there’s something in your eyes;
That makes me want you against my own will,
I know you may have never loved me;
Maybe you’ll never do,
I may never be able to say;
What you mean to me;
But no one but me;
Knows how hard I've tried,
And if I never said “I LOVE YOU”;
It doesn’t mean that IT'S not TRUE.


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Angel......you

Monday, December 01, 2008


Love is in my eye;
I think of you;
As time flies by,
In your soul;
I see affection;
For which i will happily die.

The flowers are blossoming;
The birds are singing with joy;
The rain is pouring love;
Is it me hallucinating;
Or Is it your love that fills the air nearby.

Never thought you'd be so beautiful;
Never thought time would be so cruel,
A minute apart seems eternity to me;
I search for you in my heart;
For that's the place I know you'll be.

Oh God! tell me this is not real;
I don't know how to feel;
An angel is reaching out for me,
I know existence of angels is not true;
But if there's one God ever created;
It can only be You....


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While I m alone..

Monday, December 01, 2008


Not a soul can hear me;
When I'm alone,

Not a soul can see the tears;
Crawling down my eyes;
When I’m alone,

I live inside of me;
Trying to let go;
But every time I try to laugh;
Someone pulls me down;
Killing my feelings;
Which I know to be pure;
For this confession;
I know there’s no cure;
Not a soul sees me;
When I’m alone,

I need an angel;
To lift me up from these bad dreams;
I’ve been living this life;
Running from the pain, I’ve felt for so long;
I’ve been wishing everyday;
Praying every night;
For this feeling to end;
Love is not a feeling for me;
I hate to love;
Because people love to hate;
Not a soul knows if I’m alive;
When I’m alone,

I know one day I will die;
While I’m alone.....


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Where are you my Friend ???????

Monday, December 01, 2008


Thousand thoughts cross my mind
I search for a friend
But you are nowhere to be found;

I sit hopeless, crying
Praying to God
For that one positive thought
A thought in which you emerge from my tears;

Through the rainbow in the sky
Doves start to fly;

With the warmth of an angel
You touch my soul
Free it of darkness;
You clear my vision
Free me of my own prison;

But then zephyr crosses my face
Blurring my thoughts, disturbing my prayer;
I open my eyes and smile
I prayed to God for a friend
A soul with whom I can laugh, cry and share
God answered my prayer;

In a distant place underneath the rainbow
Like an angel full of care;

You where standing there!


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